A little update:
Health
Right now I feel like death. My entire body is aching from my arms, to my neck.. I cough and my chest fucking feels like it's caving in. I dont really have the sneezes, but my throat kills and i have a tickle in it right now. I hate being sick, especially when it's nice out. I turn into a huge baby when sick too..i want someone to come and take care of me
Last times when i was sick i had a boyfriend who came over and gave me fluids and medication, that was nice..now i have no one. I also got a yeast infection on Monday. I think i'm getting it from Erik..maybe he has one and doens't know? The monostate thing i used said if i get a fever while on a yeast infection to consult a doctor, but i think it's just a coincidence bc I got both the symptoms on Monday. meh..i'm falling apart.
Boy Trouble
I dont know what's going on between Erik and I..it's oh so confusing. I know he' s really busy so I don't push anything, but he doesn't call to show any interest at all. I have a lot of contacts with anything. If you need anything ask me and there is a chance i can get it for you..so yeah he needs a copy of XP that he can copy over and over again without a registry number and i can get that for him. So we're supposed to drive to Pickering but he hasn't talked to me about it yet..and he asked me if I know anyone that knows anything about voice work. I have a friend who used to work for Warner Brothers so she has a lot of contacts and she knows ppl..see I try..when i'm 'going' out with someone, i'll walk to the end of the world if i have too, but it seems I never get anything in return. Whatever I'm just making myself depressed now. I think maybe I try too hard.. guys like the chase i guess right? oh well he knows i have the XP cd that he's been needing for 3 months..I'll stop calling him.
Tattoo
My friend J is a really good artist. He went to Sheridan for Animation, which is the best school in North America to go to for that type of stuff. I asked him kindly if he'd be willing to design a tattoo for me and I kind of described what I want. So I emailed him lastnight to just kind of inquire about the progress as I haven't talked to him in a few weeks. I can't afford to get one now anyways. I first told him i want it on the small of my back but now there are health concerns with having a tat there to do having an epidermal (sp). You have a high chance of getting paralyzed, and I want children..and will get an epidermal..so that location is out of the question. I now want one below my neck in between my shoulder blades. J. says he has a lot of ideas, and one day we will meet for coffee and he'll show me his drawings
I have to tell him the location though so he will design it for that body area.
wow long journal entry
i think I need to go to bed.
~m
Health
Right now I feel like death. My entire body is aching from my arms, to my neck.. I cough and my chest fucking feels like it's caving in. I dont really have the sneezes, but my throat kills and i have a tickle in it right now. I hate being sick, especially when it's nice out. I turn into a huge baby when sick too..i want someone to come and take care of me
Last times when i was sick i had a boyfriend who came over and gave me fluids and medication, that was nice..now i have no one. I also got a yeast infection on Monday. I think i'm getting it from Erik..maybe he has one and doens't know? The monostate thing i used said if i get a fever while on a yeast infection to consult a doctor, but i think it's just a coincidence bc I got both the symptoms on Monday. meh..i'm falling apart.
Boy Trouble
I dont know what's going on between Erik and I..it's oh so confusing. I know he' s really busy so I don't push anything, but he doesn't call to show any interest at all. I have a lot of contacts with anything. If you need anything ask me and there is a chance i can get it for you..so yeah he needs a copy of XP that he can copy over and over again without a registry number and i can get that for him. So we're supposed to drive to Pickering but he hasn't talked to me about it yet..and he asked me if I know anyone that knows anything about voice work. I have a friend who used to work for Warner Brothers so she has a lot of contacts and she knows ppl..see I try..when i'm 'going' out with someone, i'll walk to the end of the world if i have too, but it seems I never get anything in return. Whatever I'm just making myself depressed now. I think maybe I try too hard.. guys like the chase i guess right? oh well he knows i have the XP cd that he's been needing for 3 months..I'll stop calling him.
Tattoo
My friend J is a really good artist. He went to Sheridan for Animation, which is the best school in North America to go to for that type of stuff. I asked him kindly if he'd be willing to design a tattoo for me and I kind of described what I want. So I emailed him lastnight to just kind of inquire about the progress as I haven't talked to him in a few weeks. I can't afford to get one now anyways. I first told him i want it on the small of my back but now there are health concerns with having a tat there to do having an epidermal (sp). You have a high chance of getting paralyzed, and I want children..and will get an epidermal..so that location is out of the question. I now want one below my neck in between my shoulder blades. J. says he has a lot of ideas, and one day we will meet for coffee and he'll show me his drawings
I have to tell him the location though so he will design it for that body area.
wow long journal entry
i think I need to go to bed.
~m