sprsonic

well hmmm...... lets see...... iam sitting here eating a big cup of cottage chesse for some unknown reason. Thinking that i finally have be feeling alive. Life has been exciting, good, bad, hard and fucking lame. I had my heart filled and cracked a little too. but its shows me that i'am living. For way to long i haven't enjoyed life. just the same day over and over again. Nothing new just living. last year was the start of it. Got out of that totally anti-social behavior that had for way too long. This year has almost already surpassed the last. Of cousre there still things that sucked this year, but hey have to take the good with the bad."right" So all I need to top it off is a sweet new job. Something to make life even more exciting and fun. i dont know what it will be, but hey lets hope its good and helps me out. helps me feel alive... ahhh..... life.....so..sucky yet so great.


Oh yeah, havn't made a lot of entries because haven't been feeling that theres anything i could say. I want to share more about me and what i'am feeling. so i haven't really notice till right now. while eating my cup of cottage chesse. wierd how that made me think about stuff. i dont know. The last entries i wrote about feelings the situation end up a little crappy. those entries were short but showed how i felt at the time (just in case you didn't see them sorry i erased them.) so that mite have been the real reason why i haven't wrote much about how i feel...anyways.....blah blah blah.

so how are all of you guys?
hows life been treating you lately?

really i will like to know. leave as big of a comment you want if you have to. like to hear from any of your friends as well. i will like to know how there doing too.

ok laters.