sprinkle

ahhh... back to normalcy. going home was extremely rejuvinating. amounts of crying and hugging and being told i am beautiful tend to help the soul. not too vain, yet do enjoy every family member telling me and my sister that we are the most beautiful girls at the funeral parlor. odd. i have a huge family. and we are all very close. number one reason i have never brought a man back home. too much pressure. maybe someday. although lono is my M.O.
getting back into the swing of school, choosing classes for next semester. All writing classes. so sweet. Travel writing, Shakespeare, porfolio projects, etc... Finally i will gt to write and not worry about math classes and fuckin powerpoint and stupid requirements. last semester then i graduate. then... i dunno. i am pretty up in the air about what to do once leaving the walls of academia. thinking San Fran, possibly Portland, maybe London. May travel a bit before settling. It's going to be hard not to just go home and wait tables as that is the most cushy and lucrative of my options. Germany has always appealed to me as well. i dunno. still have to finish school. it's getting bloody cold here. i purchased cable. there goes my alcoholism. tattoo is coming along. finished the first flower and it's better than either of us expected. yessss...