spott

darlin you are never alone. you may not have your noel, but you have your pixie and your faery. remember what we both believe about worrying... which i am sure you are doing anyway... and turn that energy into a prayer. my usual mantra during the hard days, the indecisive days, the days where you wish whatever situation you were in would just CHANGE, is something like this:

i don't know how this needs to end for me to leave knowing what i need to know. only the universe decides that, only the mother knows. may the outcome come quickly, so all involved may learn their lessons and move on. so i will and so mote it be. blessed be.

and i always stop to think about what i should be learning, what one part of my life may be letting me learn about another. like my SAD allowing me to find my blessings...

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Thanks. !!

but your past has been clouded.

That doesn't mean I have no past - it just means I cannot see it ~ so it has no bearing on where I am right now.

i think it is just an addiction to the beverage by the way, "cavedragon", i will read daily as well as comment... whether or not i actually post in my journal! ♥

<drools> i just read Charlize Theron is doing Aeon Flux <drools>