hello everyone, just figured that i would write something about whats going on since alot of people are asking.
i finally found out what all the tests on my back mean, surgery
i am going to have to go in for some more tests this week, then surgery in september. from what i understand, they are going to fuse two different disks in my back,...
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i finally found out what all the tests on my back mean, surgery

i am going to have to go in for some more tests this week, then surgery in september. from what i understand, they are going to fuse two different disks in my back,...
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luh:
Its been mixed signals for years that's why its never gone anywhere and never will. Now he's out to hurt my feelings because he's not man enough to speak what's on his mind so I just gave up plus the fact he's been getting a divorce for ummm three years now. I'm suppose to be a mind reader or understand through songs, poems and riddles.
luh:
That's the perfect way to relieve stress and it would make me a very happy woman right now unfortunately that has not been one of my options for awhile now.

well i had my test done on friday and the doctor was right.......extream pain and no medication till the tests were over. they call it a discogram, its where they insert needles into your spine (spaces between the discs) and inject fluid into the space to cause pain. this is to try to isolate where the pain is comming from (which disc) so they can...
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luh:
He's two hours late and has not called so he's off to a bad start. I want to get all this done before I go back to KY for a visit.
Same here, I could watch that video over and over. She's amazing.
Same here, I could watch that video over and over. She's amazing.
kas:
(curtsy) tee hee thanks, so good to see you in caht the other night you should pop in more often 

here is one of my favorite passages from a book, some of you may reconize it. i do actually think about this when times are tough......
i shall not fear
fear is the mind-killer
fear is the little death that brings total obliteration
i shall face my fear
i will permit it to pass over me and through me
and when it has gone past...
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i shall not fear
fear is the mind-killer
fear is the little death that brings total obliteration
i shall face my fear
i will permit it to pass over me and through me
and when it has gone past...
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nikonphoto80:
What is that from?
I'm sorry to hear that, I hope it all come out ok. can't they numb your back before they do all that shit?
I'm sorry to hear that, I hope it all come out ok. can't they numb your back before they do all that shit?
had a good week.
had good news about my dad....the cancer in his liver is gone, just have to get the cnacer in his pancreas under control.
had the tattoo on my leg finished today. just have to get to florida to get the sleeve finished.
glad the nice weather is here, cant stand the winter.
hope everone is doing ok.
had good news about my dad....the cancer in his liver is gone, just have to get the cnacer in his pancreas under control.
had the tattoo on my leg finished today. just have to get to florida to get the sleeve finished.
glad the nice weather is here, cant stand the winter.
hope everone is doing ok.
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arrabbiata_von_p:
thanks for the birthday greetings ^^
ehehehe i live in northern italy but in a couple of months i'm going to move to finland for my studies.. so i wont be in italy till next summer
ehehehe i live in northern italy but in a couple of months i'm going to move to finland for my studies.. so i wont be in italy till next summer

dorsal:
he said that whole shoot is mines now so i might sell it
hello everyone.
just figured i would say something, its been awhile. I have been lurking in the background of things, making a comment here and there. Things have been really hectic around here, having to run mom and dad to chemo twice a week and any other doctors appointment when needed. I am also having to deal with my own medical problems. Found out i...
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just figured i would say something, its been awhile. I have been lurking in the background of things, making a comment here and there. Things have been really hectic around here, having to run mom and dad to chemo twice a week and any other doctors appointment when needed. I am also having to deal with my own medical problems. Found out i...
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stardiva:
it's hard to find good apprenticeships... and apprentices sometimes lol
i hope things get better for you.
i know two people with those back problems, one got the surgery, one didn't, they both still have back pain and take meds for it.... so as with anything, seeme you are damned if ya do, and damned if ya don't.
i hope things get better for you.
i know two people with those back problems, one got the surgery, one didn't, they both still have back pain and take meds for it.... so as with anything, seeme you are damned if ya do, and damned if ya don't.
waikiki:
hihihihihi
im a good fella u know that!!! hahahhaha
whats up buddy!!
love the new profile pict!!!
what have ya been?
how is mommy and daddy?
word up bello!
im a good fella u know that!!! hahahhaha
whats up buddy!!
love the new profile pict!!!
what have ya been?
how is mommy and daddy?
word up bello!
hello everyone....
its been awhile since i did any type of blog on here. as anyone who has read the last blog is my dad was just diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, my mom has also been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer about 1 1/2 years ago. i am going to start on a little rant here, my mom has breast cancer which has spread...
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its been awhile since i did any type of blog on here. as anyone who has read the last blog is my dad was just diagnosed with stage 4 cancer, my mom has also been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer about 1 1/2 years ago. i am going to start on a little rant here, my mom has breast cancer which has spread...
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derelict:
I'm due a trip up. Hopefully it won't be too long from now. I'd love to take ya up on your offer.

i will not be around for awhile so will not be commenting on friends journals......i now have two terminally ill parents to take care of.......dad's results came back positive for cancer and he cant drive right now.
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nikonphoto80:
happy birthday. i hope it is a good one.
stardiva:
happy belated birthday!
sorry to hear about your parents, Hope things work out for the best!
let me know when you'll be in the 'burgh
I'm all for hibernation when the weather is cold. It's so nice to see sunshine and feel warm air for a change!
sorry to hear about your parents, Hope things work out for the best!
let me know when you'll be in the 'burgh

I'm all for hibernation when the weather is cold. It's so nice to see sunshine and feel warm air for a change!
still trying to figure out the old saying....."when life gives you lemons then make lemonade"
two years ago my mom was diagosed with breast cancer. since that time, the cancer has spread to her bones, stomach, lymph nodes. She has tried all the treatments available so far but hasn't helped.
now to top everything off....my dad has not been feeling well so he goes to...
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two years ago my mom was diagosed with breast cancer. since that time, the cancer has spread to her bones, stomach, lymph nodes. She has tried all the treatments available so far but hasn't helped.
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paintedbat:
I'm sorry things are so shitty for you right now.
i guess all you can do is hope that tomorrow will be better.
i guess all you can do is hope that tomorrow will be better.
iseult:
I'm so sorry to hear that you're Mum is afflicted and my thoughts are with her, your Dad and you. I will certainly make sure that I am vigilant.
nothing new here....
watching it snow....god i hate the snow. i was raised around the ocean all my life until i moved here. now im stuck for at least 4 more years then im going to retire and move somewhere warm...mexico maybe.
one more month till the begining of spring....i cant wait
watching it snow....god i hate the snow. i was raised around the ocean all my life until i moved here. now im stuck for at least 4 more years then im going to retire and move somewhere warm...mexico maybe.
one more month till the begining of spring....i cant wait
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waikiki:
fuck this cold man!!!
since two days its bloody freezing........
lets move to canarian islands
since two days its bloody freezing........





lets move to canarian islands
sunshine:
yay for almost spring
i'm counting the days 


its funny......am really drunk and want to say something witty.....just don't know what to say. been out all night drinking but i guess that doesn't mean anything.. didn't hit on the girls like some friiends did.,,,,,,i am one of those guys who allways finish last cuz i am too nice......
oh well.....
whats been going on with everyone? wish i could talk with all my...
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oh well.....
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nikonphoto80:
Sorry it took me so long to get back to you.
Every one at my job acts like they are still in high school.
I just got the car today.
I think most of the people who were in that group when I was in it is ether gone gray, or been kicked out for not posting enough, or just left on there own. I wish I could still be in the group but oh well what are you going to do.
Every one at my job acts like they are still in high school.
I just got the car today.
I think most of the people who were in that group when I was in it is ether gone gray, or been kicked out for not posting enough, or just left on there own. I wish I could still be in the group but oh well what are you going to do.
sunshine:
thank you
and i hear ya...poison is one of the sweetest people i've gotten to meet from this site! i'm so sad she's leaving!!

and i hear ya...poison is one of the sweetest people i've gotten to meet from this site! i'm so sad she's leaving!!