Its time for a new update to the journal. I have showed off my great computer skills in the last joounal entries, now I am just going to ramble about my life and hell about life in general.
It seems like everyone here is losing their jobs which really sucks. Me I am ready to quit mine. It is just so frustrating there. I can't stand all the negitivity anymore. I really just hate even thinking about going in there and having to watch out so you don't get hurt or making sure everyone "follows the rules". Shit, I want to grow my hair long again and pierce my nose, things that I cant do because it is not "professional". I am really stressed out over the whole thing. I even had to go to the doctor this week because of a three day long migrane that I had. My blood pressure was way up 189/101 and had to get some medication for that. He put me off work a few days due to stress. I am going to call him in the morning and just tell him to put me off till I see him again next week, I just feel like I am ready to snap. I think I will go out in the next day or so and buy a punching bag to hang in the garage to try to take out some frustration. I also think that I need to start back into my martial arts. Its been to many years since I was doing this and the mental aspect of it really helped me before.
I think that maybe I also need to go tie on a good drunk soon, any parties out there? I have to go buy some yeiger since someone I know took mine from the last party I was at, (I will not mention any names.)
Oh well, enough rambling about my problems, hows everyone else doing these days?
Happy birthday to all the people on my friends list that I didn't get a chance to send a message to.
I will try to post something to everyone when I can. Even though I don't post anything doesn't mean I don't read them.
Fuck it, been rambling enough....
It seems like everyone here is losing their jobs which really sucks. Me I am ready to quit mine. It is just so frustrating there. I can't stand all the negitivity anymore. I really just hate even thinking about going in there and having to watch out so you don't get hurt or making sure everyone "follows the rules". Shit, I want to grow my hair long again and pierce my nose, things that I cant do because it is not "professional". I am really stressed out over the whole thing. I even had to go to the doctor this week because of a three day long migrane that I had. My blood pressure was way up 189/101 and had to get some medication for that. He put me off work a few days due to stress. I am going to call him in the morning and just tell him to put me off till I see him again next week, I just feel like I am ready to snap. I think I will go out in the next day or so and buy a punching bag to hang in the garage to try to take out some frustration. I also think that I need to start back into my martial arts. Its been to many years since I was doing this and the mental aspect of it really helped me before.
I think that maybe I also need to go tie on a good drunk soon, any parties out there? I have to go buy some yeiger since someone I know took mine from the last party I was at, (I will not mention any names.)
Oh well, enough rambling about my problems, hows everyone else doing these days?
Happy birthday to all the people on my friends list that I didn't get a chance to send a message to.
I will try to post something to everyone when I can. Even though I don't post anything doesn't mean I don't read them.
Fuck it, been rambling enough....
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maddy:
the whole job thing sounds like it does suck. when it gets to the point it is ruining your life it is time to leave. i hope you find something you enjoy and can look however you want to.
derelict:
keep up boy. update already!
