spooky520

Well since im back for at least 90 days i guess i should at least update to whats been going on with me the last year or so.....

well first off most of you that were my friends know i was having problems with my back that required several surgeries which didnt seem to to do very much. I have not been able to work the last three years per doctors orders which is not really that great when all you can do is sit around the house.

My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer and finally passed last april and while running her back and forth to the doctor, my dad had a check up and they diagnosed him with pancreatic cancer to top everything off...they gave him six months and he made it 19, he passed this last november so i lost both of them in one year. As you can imagine, it hasnt been a very good time here the last couple years, with both of them passing, and me not being able to get a job, i lost my house and car on top of everything.

Well the only good thing thats really going on it that i have a Social Security hearing tomorrow to determine if im considered to be disabled according to their standards. If i can win that then hopefully things will chage for the better as it will allow me to get a monthly check and health insurance (which i need very badly), and a check for back pay for the last three years (which again would be nice), even though i have to pay the lawyer money out of it but hey any money right now would be good, right?

Well thats it for today, i guess i will update tomorrow and let you guys know about the hearing.....

love to all
cio
tony