spooky520

well i just figured i would say hi and that im sorry if i havnt been commenting on your blogs. i have kind of been down lately.....been in alot of pain and it is just really (finally) getting to me. i really havent been doing much on here or anywhere else (ddo, pokerstars ect.).

been spending time with my mom lately....talking and just being with her. she is not doing well at all and we finally had to call hospice to help with some of the medical needs. the last tests came back saying that the cancer has spread to her lung and her lymph nodes....so that means that she has breast cancer which has spread to her bone, stomach, lung and lymph system. i dont think that she will see the summer and just figure that spending time with her is more important right now. just cant get into all the stuff on here......really kind of depressing.

i just wanted to let my friends know whats going on so that people dont think i have compleatly forgot about them....just having to deal with some things that are important to me right now......

i am having my surgery on the 22nd of the month so hopefully i will not be in any or as much pain when i heal up from this one.....

if you have time, please send good thoughts my way and my moms way please......we could use it.

love to all

tony