spooky520

its been a weird year so far. i have been changing emotionally that much i know, and hopefully for the better. it is really weird and so strange for me to say it........hell i dont know if it is because of my parents condition, my condition or a combinatioin of everything. hell i cry at movies now where i would not have even blinked an eye before. i get emotional about everything......dont know why or what causes it. to me its strange to be this way.

i go back to the doctor tomorrow to see whats going on....i am going to tell him to either do the surgery or just let me get back to work. only have money enough for one more month of cobra insurance...the cost is killing me and wiped my savings out so he has to do something. wish me luck.

i did a house cleaning on here today. deleated friends that have gone gray for over 6 months and removed myself from groups that i have no desire to participate in......

love to all.....

tony