well i'm just sittin here wondering what to type so i guess i'll say that i recently got my ear pierced and it still freakin hurts. i've got 2 holes and a barbell in my ear and i can't sleep cause i'm used to sleeping on my left side. my mother in law, who i am living with- in her basement, just broke up with her long term fiance/boyfriend/sex buddy whatever like 3 days ago hooked up with the cheif of polices brother last night. this guy could be my husbands ex-probation officer and my son i swear has ADD. i'm so freakin bored. i was laid off at work, and i keep havin these shitty panic attack and oh did i mention i live in my mother in laws basement. all the ppl i meet up here don't like to do ANYTHING or they are not old enough to have fun. i'm hatin having to move back to georgia everybodys the same down there and if you don't wanna fit in they let you know. i'm kinda sensitive so i take everything to heart wich has made me become antisocial also there's this old pervert who's gonna get his ass kicked when i get back. damn stalkers anyways. i don't know why but everywhere i go i end up picking up a stalker. i'm sure none of this is interesting to anyone else, but i'm just typing random thoughts. i also had a thought about a super squirrel named chuck who would'nt let me touch his nuts, but thats for another day. i'm goin to bed.... 