spookie

i feel stuck
i am stuck, actually
i can't seem to grow
no room left for change
what will i do
what can i do
i have no plan
no escape
no one to pick me up
and take me away from this place
i just keep lying here
i am dying here
i see no light
i can't even see dark
i feel so numb
i am so cold
does this not bother you
or anyone
that the pieces that made me
the me i loved being
the me i found
hidden and concealed
found and revealed
buried deep deep down
brought back to breathe again
are now being
hidden and covered
and i am burying them
deep deep down