spookie

today was just a waste of a perfectly wonderful day. my brother and his friends are always asking for money or a ride and my husband finds out he might be back earlier than planned, which is good, but i won't be able to go down until about the time he gets home and our place will be in boxes. i just wanted everything set up and ready when he got home so he could just chill. he also found out that he will need surgery on his ankle when he gets back and he hasn't even mentioned his knees yet....
my mother-in-law found out that she had a stroke and she thinks that it happened back in the summer sometime so the chances of any repair is slim.
and yes once again money is such a problem. i am not made of it. i can't make it grow....yet ppl keep asking me for it. everyday i don't mind lending it out, but i would like to be repayed eventually.
christmas just sucks this year. doesn't even feel like christmas at all.
i gotta move to Ga. in 2 weeks and i'm freakin about that...
i can't wait to get down there that way i can feel like something is my own. that i can do what i want w/o worrying about where i'm at cause it will be my place. i can walk around nakies if i wanted to and no one could say anything. i just can't wait to get MY life back.
i really need to get wasted and forget about everything for a while....
my b-day is this weekend and i have no plans
so i guess this is it for now.