spooki

i havent posted anything in a while. this new layout is hard to get used to but i definately like it. theres so much more stuff to play with now! wee! and more pictures and things.... i really like it. if only we could get some HTML for entries or something. then we'd be in business. but chances are, im really just slow and everyone else already knows how to do it. lol. heh. oh well. new pictures.







my pictures always get cut off. pfft. im proud of myself today. someone imd me... who ive been trying to kind of set apart from my life. which basically only includes taking them off friends lists from blogs and such. i dont see him anymore. but. i quit spending my time being interested in whats new in his life or seeing how he's doing. because i know it'll be easier to let go and have more positive feelings if i do. and so. he imd me today because he's bored and nothing better to do. which is the only reason he would... ever talk to me. not to say hi or to ask how im doing. not because hes in any way interested in my life. and i said i didnt feel like entertaining people who treat me like trash. and that makes me feel good. kinda lame, i know. but. good step in the right direction for me.