spinhouse247

Something nice actually happened tonight. I've been really down the past few days with legal shit, not knowing whats up with Jacki, fixing the house to sell it, not having a license until May etc. My friend Nicole called me because I guess she saw my away message a couple days ago. We had a nice talk and she really gave me some good insight on whats going on in my head. I can't keep stressing myself out, I just need to push foward and get shit done. The busier I am the less I'll be worrying about things that are mostly out of my control. I just wish I had more real fucking friends like that to talk to. Pete also called today, not to be a friend but to ask me to help him find a car. Seems he only calls when he needs something. I'm sick of being in this fucking house all the time but then again I have literally no income and no means of transportation. I'll try to keep my head up but its just so hard. I miss Jacki and am constantly thinking about her. My head is a mess... heh