spinal26

This is getting pretty sad. The only thing that has made me feel descent these past few days is writing in this blog that nobody reads, listening to Cold Play, and sipping water out of a Gatorade bottle. Solitude is a horrible thing. You just keep on doing the same things, eating the same stuff, and watching the same movies over and over. I could deal with all of the above if I could only have one girl to hang out with. I always feel like I'm wound so tight. Whenever some of the people I work with make a sudden move, I flinch. It's embarassing. Maybe it comes from being pushed around all the time by guys twice my size. Being with a girl calms me down and lets me relax. Just casual human contact is all I ask. I long for a woman's touch, just a hand to brush my face or fingers through my hair. I wish there was some way to just advertise "Hi, I'm a moderately interesting, intelligent, open minded guy that would like to just listen to you talk." Knowing where to try and engage someone new in conversation that will go anywhere might help too.

In other news, my friend here on base had his World of Warcraft account hacked. Somone tried to auction all the stuff on his main character, and about 2/3rds of all of his equipment was vendored, and he lost about 300 gold. I hope he can get everything restored.