Back at Dad's house for the summer. 56k AOL means misery. No girlfriend means sad and horny.
I'm just feeling kind of blah, really. On the bright side, this summer will give me a chance to get my shit together. Going back on meds, going to de-clutter my life, going to cut my hair, whiten my teeth, and whatever else needs to be done.
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I'm just feeling kind of blah, really. On the bright side, this summer will give me a chance to get my shit together. Going back on meds, going to de-clutter my life, going to cut my hair, whiten my teeth, and whatever else needs to be done.
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Check out my new pictures for amusement value.
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click_here:
i value being amused......
jasechase:
nice pics can't wait to see more. just wanted to wish you a good week as I am off to mexico to celebrate Cinco De Mayo in style. I did leavea a super long journal entry to keep my SG friends content.
Does it make sense to fall apart after the fact of finals? I can't seem to relate to myself, much less my girlfriend, and infinitely less to anyone else. I hate everything, I cry all the time, I don't want to be awake, I don't want to sleep, I don't want to study for my last test because I simply don't see much good in...
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kaos1:
oh just get your last test done and im sure youll be fine. its just stress fucking w/ your head. i know how you feel, im going through constant up and down stress right now.
demigauge:
*hugs* i think it's just stres getting to you..you will be fine after school is out
Update on the pain that is writing papers and finals: finished both the 3 page and the 8 page paper, and now must write a 6 page paper between 10 am and 5 pm tomorrow afternoon. 2 finals left to go, neither of which I'm incredibly worried about, and then I'll be done for the year.
It seems like such a long week right now,...
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It seems like such a long week right now,...
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demigauge:
wow..you know the year seems like it went by fast didn't it?
fauxfoe39801:
ick i hate writing papers, thats why i take classes where i dont have to cause im uber lazy..... going home sucks, i know since i live right next door to home and it blows, thats why im moving to the dorms next year 
, good luck on the rest of yer papers!
, good luck on the rest of yer papers!Not too much to tell about meeting the parents... Kelli said her mom thought I was sweet... at which point she started laughing and basically said her mom was deluded. ::grumble:: But anyway, they took us out to Durangos, which was really nice, and we had a couple of friends along as a buffer. All's well in the world of me except...
Lots of papers...
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Lots of papers...
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kaos1:
did you eat any bacon wrapped shrimp?
their shrimp made me start to like it.
i usually hate seafood.
their shrimp made me start to like it.
i usually hate seafood.
jasechase:
Why did you need friends to be a buffer? I love reading your journal entries. PS : I got my piercing at Body Tech on University street, wait a minute I jsut realized you are at another school. I was think about those Gators in Gainsville. Opps!
[Edited on Apr 28, 2003]
[Edited on Apr 28, 2003]
The WORST possible time to crave a cigarette... I'm supposed to meet my girl's parents tonight and they are not under any circumstances to know that I occasionally smoke. I haven't had one for a week so naturally I want one now. Some random guy is IMing me... I feel like I should have a big sign plastered across my IM... LESBIAN AND TAKEN.
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fauxfoe39801:
vell eet is vary eeeeezy... just talk like that and if theyre really stupid itll work, otherwise you could pretend to sell perfume or something, and you could always top it off by telling them about the new cigarette-scented one youre creating...
demigauge:
you know that might be a good thing to plaster across your picture eh? 
I've begun to begin to remember again.
Wouldn't that make a great song line? So country.
She wrote a story with twins- Belle and Tristan. It was about sexual abuse, cutting, and suicide. I wrote about mental illness, loss, and recovery. We both wrote about twins. It was for an 8th grade writing assignment- Mrs. Jemison's class, or was she 7th grade? I can't remember...
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Wouldn't that make a great song line? So country.
She wrote a story with twins- Belle and Tristan. It was about sexual abuse, cutting, and suicide. I wrote about mental illness, loss, and recovery. We both wrote about twins. It was for an 8th grade writing assignment- Mrs. Jemison's class, or was she 7th grade? I can't remember...
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demigauge:
*huggles*
Last 2 weeks of school... papers due out the ass, etc.
It's funny, I should be stressed beyond belief, but I just forget the problems of the real world when Kelli is around. It's like nothing else exists. Nice feeling, if a little problematic when it comes to getting work done. But as long as I pass at least MOST of my classes I should...
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It's funny, I should be stressed beyond belief, but I just forget the problems of the real world when Kelli is around. It's like nothing else exists. Nice feeling, if a little problematic when it comes to getting work done. But as long as I pass at least MOST of my classes I should...
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demigauge:
have fund..make sure you get your homework done!
arcade:
good luck on the papers/finals. make sure that girl takes care of you 
Hey, cool, it's 2 months til my 19th birthday.
Hey, cool, I'm really tired.
Hey, anyone want to write my papers for me so school can be over for the semester and I can sleep?
Hey, cool, I'm really tired.
Hey, anyone want to write my papers for me so school can be over for the semester and I can sleep?
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mirkwoodmaiden:
i'll get to work on that clone of myself right away. i have to make 2 now so be patient.
jasechase:
Okay okay you talked me into it, I'll write the papers for you.
Finally finished with Rocky Horror Picture Show for the month, and have had a good weekend in spite of it... packed for the first time tonight to play Rocky and it was actually kinda fun. Funny, anyway.
And now to make it through the rest of a hellish month of papers, exams, and catching up on work.
And now to make it through the rest of a hellish month of papers, exams, and catching up on work.
demigauge:
ah..good luck monkey on the papaers and what not
jasechase:
I must say I always like reading your journal and I dig Florida big time. I have too many stories from that super cool state.
btw i absoulutly love that new pic of yours. i've been away for awhile. my girlfriend finnaly came to visit me and we had a blast. everything is kewl now.