spikybluegirl

Why is it always such a HUGE assumption for me to make that I'll still be friends with someone in a month, 6 months, a year? People really don't last that long with me, hmm?

What's it like to be normal?

What would you say if I told you I didn't like you?

Let's all thank the bunny for making me realise that my poor piece just needs to be named "The Tampon" since that's what everyone thinks it is. A psychadelic tampon.

*pets the poor tampon*

Thanks for the hair ideas... got me thinking...

Trin, we'll see about the Chelsea.

Well, I am a very sad and bored Spinky today. I wish I was at the pool party. But I did say I'd call Trinity today, so maybe I'll do that and it will cheer me up. I got to talk to Polly last night, and that was spiffy, but I...
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Tell me what to do with my hair...

Shall I shave it? Or dye it black? Or bright red? Purple? Cut it dyke-short?

You tell me.

Woke up from strange dreams to bad news this morning. My mom called to let me know my stepsister was being taken off of life support. Apparently she had an asthma attack and passed out while she was taking her inhaler, and by the time they got her heart restarted, she was brain dead. So I've been in an odd mood today... I was never...
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So my action which took so very much gutsiness, for those who didn't know, was buying plane tickets to Rochester, NY for Labour Day weekend, without telling my father. (And I still haven't, and I may not for another week, or maybe ever). A certain Cereal Killer is being a very sweet boy and driving me up to Toronto so I can have a visit...
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Last night I took the first real step to probably the ballsiest thing I've ever done.

What have you done lately that really took guts?

woodworkerwife: Are you all finished with working??????
kanjikitten: yup finished yesterday
kanjikitten: and I'm so bored today
woodworkerwife: aaaaah
kanjikitten: but I bought Kelsea a month on SG so she'd keep me company
woodworkerwife: what are you going to do for a week
woodworkerwife: how much is SG a month?
kanjikitten: I have to clean and pack and hair cut and dentist and dr. and...
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Dear Everyone.

Today, it rained. No. Rain is not the word for what happened. The phrase that comes to mind is "torrential downpour." Makes me feel very meteorological. Right, so, it downpoured. Torrentially.

When I arrived at work, at one o'clock, it was sunny. It was also very busy. 28000 people in the park, approximately, as compared to the average of about 18000. When I...
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Last day of work tomorrow... I survived the summer. Who'da thunk? And I have SG to thank for my survival... otherwise I would have been bored out of my fucking mind.

I'm sure I'll get all introspective and analyze the summer as a whole here in a few days, but um, I'm tired now, so I'm just going to masturbate or something.

I wanna write something goooooood.

I wanna write a song.

Yeah, I got nothing. I'll leave you with Patty Griffin instead...

"Let's take a walk on the bridge
Right over this mess
Don't need to tell me a thing, baby
We've already confessed.
And I raised my voice to the air
And we were blessed."
~Forgiveness~

edit: Holy fuck, my mind is blown... I was...
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