spikybluegirl

3 months with Kelli today... hoping for many more.

Also 1 month left of SG membership.

Also less than 1 month until 19th birthday despite high school kids at pool today telling me I looked about 15. ::le sigh::

Also 1 more day of freedom before first day of going back to work at Disney's Animal Kingdom.

On the bright side, I could watch Pretty...
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could SG have changed my picture back or did someone get into my account and do it? lol... or did I do it on a day when I was too tired to remember? oh the puzzles of the world of SG.

Sorry I'm not very talkative here lately... hope everyone is having a good SG Prom night... think of me here at home when you're macking on your date and the SGs!

I'm paying SG on 3 month plan... and I think I might quit before my next 3 month period starts. I'm at home, so pics don't load fast, and I don't really look at sets much anymore anyway. Met lots of nice people but we have AIM... saw lots of pretty girls but I have one of my own now. Besides, I could probably stand...
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Isobel... did this song get stuck in my head when you posted part of it or was it already? (like you know... lol)

"I think it's absurd
That you think I am the derelict daughter...."

Finally found people at the pool that I could stand to spend time with and they're totally not people my dad would approve of. Damnit. I could be smoking out...
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Angry at nothing, angry at everything...

I feel like I need to be punished but for what I have no fucking clue.

Filled with self-loathing, and loathing everyone.

Pictures came back and I don't think they're going to work for a set... but enjoy my new userpics...

::le sigh:: today looks to be a day of badgering Kale until she notices her messenger.

I miss the cuteness that was Emma.

I also miss my girlfriend.

And Tiamat is adorable.

Well, I passed again this semester... 2 C+, 1 B, 1 A.

But my best guy friend is supposedly dismissed from the school.

Oh well, maybe they'll give him another chance with the forgiveness classes.

EDIT!!!:
kalephunk: Oooo btw, I got yer pics done.... Finally some free time w/o school projects to occupy me ;-)
kalephunk: Ill msg you a link when I get to...
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Back at Dad's house for the summer. 56k AOL means misery. No girlfriend means sad and horny.

I'm just feeling kind of blah, really. On the bright side, this summer will give me a chance to get my shit together. Going back on meds, going to de-clutter my life, going to cut my hair, whiten my teeth, and whatever else needs to be done.

But...
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Check out my new pictures for amusement value.

Does it make sense to fall apart after the fact of finals? I can't seem to relate to myself, much less my girlfriend, and infinitely less to anyone else. I hate everything, I cry all the time, I don't want to be awake, I don't want to sleep, I don't want to study for my last test because I simply don't see much good in...
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