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blah. i went out last night with my new fancy schmancy digital SLR and was taking pictures of nemoeib's band, and i succeeded, but there are a crapton of bad pictures. blah. that and the 2nd day of power failures makes me feel all sad.

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z:
1. Power failures are awesome

2. SLR is the only way to go. Viewfinder cameras can suck my ass.
anishka:
is it? I shall be POWERFUL! just rub my belly wink
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i'm getting tired of how frelling unreliable people can be.

it was to be expected i suppose. its not like i didnt know.

oh well.
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so i got asked to become a writer. or actually i guess i volunteered myself for it.

yeah. i'm going to be writing a bi-weekly column on food. thats a pretty general topic area so i should be good to go. hopefully i'll be able to come up with things to write about.
rotten_lust:
That is awesome! I want to see your published work.
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blah.

its becoming really boring in my brain lately.

and i have found it harder to keep myself from being a dick to friends. whats good is that finally after decades of being me, i have found that i can recognize my dick-ishness now and try and adjust my actions before i go off on someone. its hard though. some of my friends would probably...
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z:
Does taking an antihistamine really help mosquito bites? It seems like I've tried everything and the only thing that makes them not itch is being drunk as hell
judas:
in response to a comment you left a few days ago. yes. we should get together for a chat involving substances one either eats or drinks. i don't work W-F every week.
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erg.

Voltage was tonnes of fun. i am friends with some hottt models!
well or maybe it was simply that rachelleappelle makes them look even hotter. and her stylist team.

even funner was getting to meet in person seor razorfist and billybillybilly.

otherwise very little in my life causin me a need to write here in what used to be a inconspicuous corner online......
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went to the roller derby.
had fun.

realized while sitting on the deck at Joe's Garage that i have a dark cloud passing over me. but its spotted, and sometiems i dont feel it.

but it is there. and its making me incredibly negative lately.

here's hoping the winds of change blow the clouds away.
judas:
thppt.

i'm just trying to negotiate how i was certain, in my heart and soul certain that i was going to marry jd. and then, not.

hm...

stupid heart, stupid soul. i would like to be more cynical. or at least know for certain if there's someone i am destined to spend my life with so i stop getting in so deep...

we should play pinochle. i don't know how, but i'm willing to try. i also have a wicked checker board that i got at target for five bucks. we could drink lemonade and play board games and talk about clouds.

i make really tasty minted lemonade.

i'm gonna have a weenie roast soon.

my thoughts are a tad disjointed.
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times and places and life and stuff.

what does it all add up to?

i'm sick and tired of the weather. yeah. stupid dark and dreary rainy weather. its totally bringing everyone down.

i dont care that ian curtis died 25 years ago.
i dont care that star wars comes out tonight at midnight.

i just want the creepy siding people done with my house...
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judas:
dude!

so... possum nipple warmers, to be worn with chain mail dress that a friend is concocting-- simple industrial.

the hotness for sure.

i feel that i haven't seen you in a coon's age.

i listened to joy division's 'she's lost control' less than half an hour ago, forgot today was the day. i don't much care myself--suicide's for weenies!

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tonight i will bitch about friends.
i love my friends to death.

but sometimes they do frustrate me.
each in their own little ways.
the ones that seemingly never reply to messages, emails or voice mails - even though they do occasionally.
the ones that you never see b/c they are too wrapped up in their own little worlds
the ones that say 'oh i'll...
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... and suddenly my private hidden away place to write about people in my life became uber popular with my friends.

it probably signals the end of anything of dramatic interest in this writing space.

blah.
darkjuan:
nnnooooooo!!! eeek
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darkjuan is a very dangerous man when he has his camera with him. which is most of the time.
darkjuan:
but when I don't have it with me... I always seem to miss something totally hallarious!

the clip of damn jumping up and down is way funny!! biggrin biggrin

you want me to email it to ya?
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blah. writing here since its relatively safe from the view of people who mean the world to me, yet cause me such angst and turmoil that i have a breakdown in front of hundreds.

yeah lessee... i htink iits partially due to an super tiredness. i had both a great and horrible time at Goth Prom last night.
on the plus side
i got to...
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judas:
trouble afoot!

my method is pretty much to vomit information at people and let them deal with it---if you need to talk to her, just do it. you don't need a plan, just the reality of what you have to say.
darkjuan:
what significant other?? confused

had a great time man... thanks!! biggrin