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I'm in another serious funk. Actually. I'm always in a funk, but it's getting seriously. I think it's mostly due to how much I've been working at my job as of late. I'm supposed to be part time, but I've had one day off in the past ten days. The stress is starting to get to me.

The store has been busier than normal since classes started in the past two weeks. It didn't seem this bad last semester since there were more people working then and I only worked 3 days a week due to school. Now I'm not even in school. I couldn't afford it. I basically have to low of a gpa to receive financial aid. That's how low I am. I wish i was still in school and that I gave a shit about it. My skills are mediocre. I'm mediocre.

I dont want to give up drawing or art. Actually I'd like to keep myself from the world and draw all day,but that's completely out of the question when I have work and friends who demand so much of my time. People drain me, but then again everything else does.

My head always hurts. A few around me say it's because I think and worry too much. I do. About everything.

Fuck me. I feel like such a waste.
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emma_treasure:
where's my pig bread mister?! smile hope you're doing a lot better these days! xox
Mar 17, 2009
emma_treasure:
do you realise it's been almost a year since you told me about piggy breads?! almost a year since i met you guys on my very first night in SF! i miss it over there... i miss the states! you guys should come visit england should you ever get teh chance and i'll show you why it so cool over there where you live! biggrin x
Mar 19, 2009

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