WTF MATE!
Why have I let things get out of hand?! I need to stop fucking around and get things done.
I'm going to sketch every fucking chance I get. I do love drawing after all. Fuck, it's the only thing I"m good at! I'm going to start doint more personal works. My journal hasn't been written in for weeks. I should start writing my idea all the time. Forgetting good ideas sucks. It happanes quite often to me. WHY HAVENT I PLAYED MY GUITAR AT ALL?! I should just pick it up and start playing to relax and let out some steam. I'd rather be able to play the guitar well then be able to draw.
Life is to short for me to just sit around and sulk all the time. I"m tired of my own bullshit. I'm tired of being bored. I bore myself. I want to draw comics so I can create a world I can escape to, but I'd love to see the REAL world. There's nothing like first hand experience. I WANT IT. I want to fucking see the pyramids in Egypt and Aztec ruins in Mexico and point and laugh from the excitement of seeing history with my own eyes. Jesus Christ! I want to fucking geek out while standing on an Aztec ruin. And say shit like "HOLY FUCK! My ancestors did crazy shit here and sacrificed people! RIGHT HERE in this spot!" Next time I go to Mexico (hopefully next year) I"m going to demand that my family go see those things. Go to the beach, go to the ruins, go see the fucking mummies!
I want to travel the world and draw the places I see, draw the people I meet. I'm not a good writer, but I can sure as hell draw!
I have no idea what i'm getting at anymore. goodnight!
Why have I let things get out of hand?! I need to stop fucking around and get things done.
I'm going to sketch every fucking chance I get. I do love drawing after all. Fuck, it's the only thing I"m good at! I'm going to start doint more personal works. My journal hasn't been written in for weeks. I should start writing my idea all the time. Forgetting good ideas sucks. It happanes quite often to me. WHY HAVENT I PLAYED MY GUITAR AT ALL?! I should just pick it up and start playing to relax and let out some steam. I'd rather be able to play the guitar well then be able to draw.
Life is to short for me to just sit around and sulk all the time. I"m tired of my own bullshit. I'm tired of being bored. I bore myself. I want to draw comics so I can create a world I can escape to, but I'd love to see the REAL world. There's nothing like first hand experience. I WANT IT. I want to fucking see the pyramids in Egypt and Aztec ruins in Mexico and point and laugh from the excitement of seeing history with my own eyes. Jesus Christ! I want to fucking geek out while standing on an Aztec ruin. And say shit like "HOLY FUCK! My ancestors did crazy shit here and sacrificed people! RIGHT HERE in this spot!" Next time I go to Mexico (hopefully next year) I"m going to demand that my family go see those things. Go to the beach, go to the ruins, go see the fucking mummies!
I want to travel the world and draw the places I see, draw the people I meet. I'm not a good writer, but I can sure as hell draw!
I have no idea what i'm getting at anymore. goodnight!
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malloreigh:
Also I CAN'T FRAKKING BELIEVE I MET KATEE SACKHOFF before I'd watched the gorram series, I mean I would have been so much more starstruck and would have asked her out or SOMETHING. Aaaaugh what a hottie.
oldrustedchair:
....My jeans smell funny. I just noticed it while reading your blog and now I can't stop thinking about it.