Things have been weird for me lately. I haven't been quite myself. I'm out of it. I'm never fully there when I'm with people. I feel especially blank when I'm by myself. The same thoughts run through my head constantly. I need to stop 'partying' as much.
I need to focus since I need to pack everything and make sure it's all in order for friday. It's going to be a huge change. It's all changing. New everything. Atleast I hope. I wish I can meet some new people. I need to chill out. I've felt off with people. I'm moving away and won't see them as much. So why feel connected to them? Right?
My family is falling apart.
totaly lost.
I'm looking forward to my farwell get together. drinkin' beers. schokin' weed.
Going with the flow.
I need to focus since I need to pack everything and make sure it's all in order for friday. It's going to be a huge change. It's all changing. New everything. Atleast I hope. I wish I can meet some new people. I need to chill out. I've felt off with people. I'm moving away and won't see them as much. So why feel connected to them? Right?
My family is falling apart.
totaly lost.
I'm looking forward to my farwell get together. drinkin' beers. schokin' weed.
Going with the flow.
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My lappy isn't working. I'm in the computer lab on the 2nd floor of the UC now. You need to text/call me about the party stuff at some point or another, so I know how to get there and all.
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