Hopefully tomorrow i can get into the Rally and Concert for Fair Food at the House of Blues. Tom Morello and Zach de La Rocha of RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE are going to be there with other performers. it'd be fucking amazing to see them for free! It most likely won't happen since nothing has been going my way recently.
Lately everything has been a bummer. I'm completely broke and everything I want to do costs money! Rush is going on tour and I dont have money for even one ticket. Rush is one of my favorite bands of all time. Prog rock, rocks my socks!
Preorder for Omar Rodriguez Lopez's new solo album also started today, but again i'm still broke. I love that man's crazy guitar style. Again with the prog rock! My dream is to someday have an afro...maybe.
I also have the greatest urge to get a piercing. A few nights ago I had a dream in which I got my ears pierced mutliple times, my lip, and septum. Huge needles were stuck to my face. I remember bleeding all over the place and tasting the blood. weird
I've thought of what I want as my first tattoo. I want the phrase "Do or do not. There is no try" The wise words of Master Yoda.
Lately I've been trying to keep my mind off of things by keeping busy. It's been tough. I feel like going out or trying to accomplish anything, but when the time comes I don't have the energy or will to get up. I went to a concert with my mother, aunt, and cousin. It was ok, except for all the waiting! The bands took forever to set up. I'm fucking tired. I wish I went to a party and got drunk and danced. I just don't know how to keep the anxiety from hitting. It seems that's what I'm trying to do each and everday now. Wait and hold off my anxiety.
I have no idea how to be single. I've been used to having someone there beside me. No clue how to be bymyself and it's depressing.
Lately everything has been a bummer. I'm completely broke and everything I want to do costs money! Rush is going on tour and I dont have money for even one ticket. Rush is one of my favorite bands of all time. Prog rock, rocks my socks!
Preorder for Omar Rodriguez Lopez's new solo album also started today, but again i'm still broke. I love that man's crazy guitar style. Again with the prog rock! My dream is to someday have an afro...maybe.
I also have the greatest urge to get a piercing. A few nights ago I had a dream in which I got my ears pierced mutliple times, my lip, and septum. Huge needles were stuck to my face. I remember bleeding all over the place and tasting the blood. weird
I've thought of what I want as my first tattoo. I want the phrase "Do or do not. There is no try" The wise words of Master Yoda.
Lately I've been trying to keep my mind off of things by keeping busy. It's been tough. I feel like going out or trying to accomplish anything, but when the time comes I don't have the energy or will to get up. I went to a concert with my mother, aunt, and cousin. It was ok, except for all the waiting! The bands took forever to set up. I'm fucking tired. I wish I went to a party and got drunk and danced. I just don't know how to keep the anxiety from hitting. It seems that's what I'm trying to do each and everday now. Wait and hold off my anxiety.
I have no idea how to be single. I've been used to having someone there beside me. No clue how to be bymyself and it's depressing.
yowlinyeti:
hey. hang in there. dont think that its easy for me. cuz its not. we'll get through this. things will work out.
oddsandevans:
FUCK YEAH! what time we goin?