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" I only know we loved in vain; I only feel--farewell! farewell!" - Lord Byron

I find myself in a mood of contemplation...and I don't like that because I always get angsty and depressed ( oh so like the pretentious goth I am....whatever) I look at the world that is so vile and filthy with the shroud of war, famine, pestilence, and death and I find that I ask myself ' where did man go wrong?' and I know that question will just alway be answered with another question and another question...to create a cycle of I don't know what and it depresses me.....I harbor a messiah complex and want to help everyone that I can and when I can't I just fall into one of these moods and well all I can say is that I really suck sometiem but I know that this world does need people to care....I just get so fed up with seeing my fellow man treat each other like shit and not think twice about it...I am guilty like anyone else so where do get off preahing and bitching about it...i think it is just needing to vent about it.....but whatever......post a pic of something you find funny