spidermale

I'm supposed to be at a concert right now. Danzig, I havent seen his show since 1995. but the more I thought about it today, the more I thought whats the point. so i gave my ticked to my friend so he could take the girl hes always complaing that he doestn like. im such a sucker. i do nice things for people and i have no idea why. i sacrafice and get nothing in return. today he told me that nice guys finish last, and the only way to get ahead in life is to take what you want and to hell with everyone else. well, when i was like that, i didnt get anywhere either. so tonight, hes enjoying a concert with a girl that he likes, then doenst like, then likes, hes going to take her home and bang her, then complain hes and idiot for doing it, then brag about how good it was, then hate himself. then i get to be the good friend and listen to the whole thing. then....when i try to explain the despair i feel, ill just get cut off and told about his night again. i think i should cut out my tounge.