spiderkittin

my only hope. is after this weekend. everything can just get better.

i finally have most of my medication i've needed. going through the two toughest weeks this year without any medication, while having to fast at the same time. is no bueno.

i'm currently pissed off at the fact that every few months. i do a load of laundry, and some how, something gets...
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there are two people in this world i hate the most right now.



hypocrites



and people who dont stick to their promises.




now. i always hate hypocrites. i always have, i always will. i think they are horrible people who should die and go to hell.


but right now. people who cant keep to their word piss me off.

i had 3 sets of plans...
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ok. so. i know i just posted yesterday. but this afternoon was freakin AHMAZIN. or atleast. i got amazing news.

first off. there is a slight chance that a certain blonde BITCH will be out of my life for a long time by the end of the month. but its just hearsay. but god i hope she leaves.

today, no one tried to start any...
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i'm feeling better today i guess. the past few days have still been hard. but i'm pretty much over it.

dan bitched on sunday about him offering to pay me back for everything. got mad, called me a bitch (twice) and then told me he'd never tlak to me again.

what the fuck ever loser. hope you are happy you just put my parents into...
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so. in the past few days. but mostly today. i've learned more things about dan. and why he broke up with me.

he was talking to another girl, who he explained as "just a friend of his brothers" the entire time we were going out.

and that he broke up with me for her. and that they started going out the day after he broke...
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so dan broke up with me.

out of nowhere.

he told me he didnt feel the same anymore and that he didnt smile when he thought of me anymore.

and thats all i know.


i dont know what to do or think.

hello singles world.


again

didn't think i'd see you again so soon.

today was me and dans one month anv. its pretty sweet to have lasted a month and not already thinking about breaking up. cause, by now. i'm like "fuck this guy" normally when i have a relationship.


the only thing that makes me want to curl up into a ball and cry. is that he totally bailed on our plans, AND never fuckin picked up...
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so. i know everyone else in the world has prolly played guitar hero. well. i've only slightly played it at friends houses. yesterday dan let me borrow his guitar hero 1 and 3 (he couldnt find two, MY FAVE ONE!!!!) and his controler for it.

i've spent a lot of today playing it. and right now my fingers hurt like a bitch.

my fingers were...
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my birthday is tomorrow


its going to be pretty fuckin radd.

you can paypal me if you feel at all generous at punkrockangel63@hotmail.com

thats pretty much all i want for my birthday. monnnnay. for my tattoo. wheee! (not to be taken as me being selfish or anything....)

but my birthday is gonna be pretty fuckin radd. i'm excited.


me and dan are doing great. he...
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finally. after 2 years and 5 months of being utterly alone.

i have myself a boyfriend.

life is amazing. and i knew this year would be awesome.

the lucky lad?

Dan.

he makes me so happy. like. actually happy. he cares about me. genuinely. and he doesnt wanna just get laid. i love it..

and as how i will forever say. he is the cheese...
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