spiderkittin

its been a week since i've posted.

woops.

i've started a lot of blogs, but never finished them.

i dont really even know what to say in this one.

i dont even know if anyone reads this.

i asked if anyone liked the kitties and comics. no one replied.

i posted about how sad i was about kyle and how he broke my heart. no...
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welp.

its happened again.

i hate the male universe right now.

kyle is a fuckin lyin dog who cant fuckin tell me shit to my face.

he's sitting there lying to my fuckin face.

after i fuckin told him. right after we met

that i hate guys who use me, who lead me on, who lie to me. and everything. and he sat there and...
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so. this post is dedicated to Mr. Slave. (aka big dick bastard) josh. today is his birthday (or atleast, the next 5 minutes left of the day is.) and i miss and love him mucho grande.

i just found out he has a girlfriend. and he seems happy with her. so that is good.

yes. i had a pang of jealousy. but i'll be ok....
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kyle is gone to LA to deal with the whole, sister thing. and i miss him like SHIT! i keep sending him cute little txt msgs. cause i miss him so much.

work has been fun. i bought some shoes yesterday. they are little black mary jane heels. and i LOVE them. i hate heels, but these. i just. i couldnt pass them up. i...
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YAY!

a happy post! finally

i FINALLY got to see kyle yesterday. we went swimming at his apartment. it was really nice. except this guy and his grandson (both of whom didnt speak a lick of english) took forever to leave the pool. so we couldnt have like. any fun. but even after we left. kyle i think was all worried about being seen and...
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why must everything be so god damn clusterfucked?

seriously.

the ONLY good thing is that i've heard from tim again. infact we are talking right now.

i'm happy wappy about that.

but god damn it.

i have no idea when i'm gonna be able to see kyle. we didnt get to hang out today cause he had to work. and his next day off is...
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i hate seeing kyle so depressed. because then it makes me depressed. bleh. i get to see him tomorrow. so. atleast i know i'll get to comfort him soon. hold him in my arms and tell him everything is going to be ok. gah. i really like this boy.

anyway. i'm so freakin tired. i feel like i'm shaking. but. i'm not. gah.

plus. i'm...
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yeah. completely ignore the fuck outta that last post.

kyle and me are doing great. and everything is fine and dandy. and yeah. i get to see him tuesday hopefully. so that will be awesome.

i'm happy.


work was really great. i was tired as fuck because i only got like 4 hours of sleep last night. but yeah. i made like. $20-$25 in comission...
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i think i fucked shit up with kyle and it really upsets me. but i'm gonna give it a few a few more days. it just relly sucks. and i hate it that i might have already fucked things up.

i just fuckin wish something would fuckin work out for once. i'm sick of this shit.

HOPEFULLY. if shit with him doesnt work out. me...
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so. today at the mall was kinda cool.

i got a new watch. its a digital watch with a calculator. and its HELLO KITTY! making it even more fuckin awesome.

i've needed one since i started working at torrid because. i'm always either looking at the clock, or punching numbers into the calculator to figure out how much something would be with my discount. so...
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