boys suck right now. especially ones who dont fucking know what they want. scott broke up with me out of no where on monday. a mere three weeks before our trip to see the nasa space shuttle launch. fucking asshole. but, it should be known, that he was very kind about the entire break up. if thats even possible. he was well prepared (bringing tissues, water, and an umbrella in case it rained). it just blows that it had to even happen because i really love this boy.
anyway. i'm in school right now at the marietta campus for chatt tech. and i'm still getting shitty hours at work.
but, i have psychologist and psychiatrist appointments next week and hopefully that will help me get back on track to not being so god damn depressed.
oh yeah, thats something i forgot to mention, he fucking broke up with me during the height of my depression. and i havent been this depressed since high school. and he had to go and claim that i was nothing i did. he just doesnt love me anymore. god fucking damn it. someone give me a pair of balls to punch right now.
anyway. i miss everyone. and i hope everyone is doing well.
<3
anyway. i'm in school right now at the marietta campus for chatt tech. and i'm still getting shitty hours at work.
but, i have psychologist and psychiatrist appointments next week and hopefully that will help me get back on track to not being so god damn depressed.
oh yeah, thats something i forgot to mention, he fucking broke up with me during the height of my depression. and i havent been this depressed since high school. and he had to go and claim that i was nothing i did. he just doesnt love me anymore. god fucking damn it. someone give me a pair of balls to punch right now.
anyway. i miss everyone. and i hope everyone is doing well.
<3