spiderkittin

fuckin a.



in the next few weeks i'm gonna have to plan some sort of trip where i drive down to Niceville FL and see Beth. my very best friend.

it prolly wont be till after my birthday. cause my birthday week i'ma be racking up the money cause people need me to cover their shifts.

but before i start school i'm going down there and visiting her for the first time in almost 3 years.

why?

because i know for a fact she needs me in her life right now.

her mom just died.

her fuckin MOM.

beth is only 20 years old.

and her mom. who was in like. her fifties or early sixties. i think..

is dead.

just when shit was going good for everyone.

god damn.

i wish i could just drop everything and drive down there and see her. but i cant.

gah.

i could tell how distraught beth was from her comment. all kinds of spelling errors and shit. and she is a grammar FREAK.

damn.

its gonna be hell waiting to hear from her.