i dont think i could be any happier. well. i prolly could. but i'm pretty fucking happy.
justin and i are no longer together. but we are still very close friends. in the end it was the distance that was our downfall. but we had a good run there. we are both still very supportive in each others decisions and lives. and thats good.
we are both also happy that we've found other people that can make us happy.
some of you have had the pleasure of meeting my new boyfriend at the SG ATL Holiday Party. which. btw. was a FUCKING BLAST. and i had an AMAZING time. some parts of it could have just not happened at all. but its whatever. btw. i'm sorry for almost killing you DrPepper23. i was drunk. and you know this. lol. and i really didnt think i was leaning on those amps all that hard. oops.
i'm also very happy to have gotten closer with my SG ATL girls. Lisa, Alex, and the notorious Cat.
you guys are awesome!
and a huge thank you to MisterEnrolled for helping me to Tims car after i sprained my ankle leaving the party. you are a true gentleman. thank you.
anyway. yes. you guys met my rather quiet new boyfriend Tim. i know he doesnt speak much. but when he does he has rather interesting things to say.
he always knows exactly what to say to me. and as of the past few days. even tho we are separated by over 500 miles, we still finish each others thoughts and sentences. (he's in Memphis visiting his mom)
as cheesy as it is. today (yesterday, whatever) he reminded me that a week ago we became official boyfriend and girlfriend. and not two minutes earlier, i'd been thinking about that very thing.
its so cute. how he acts around me, and how easily he gets embarrassed when i catch him doing something silly that he didnt want me to see. i love how shy and quiet he is some times. it makes him mysterious. and i like that some times.
but yeah. he's deff opened up to me. and we've both confessed to having fallen head over heels for each other. havent said those three little words yet. but i think that is something that should wait for a bit. its only been a week. and i know right now that yes. i care for him with all my heart and that he is in my heart and soul and all of that. but i still dont think its love quite yet. maybe it is and i'm just scared to fully give my heart away. idk. i'm still holding back a bit. i know that this is real. and that we are both in this for the long haul. (well. not super long haul, but yeah you know) i'm just still wanting to make sure this is all real. before i tell him those three words.
one HUGE upgrade about him. and its three parts really. is that he has a job (publix deli), he has a car (silver kia rio), and he lives like 15 minutes away!!!!! its so awesome. because he does a lot of the driving. and he pays for dinner and movies. and we are always at his house or mine. and its not a long drive home from each others houses. its fantastic. i've always tried to keep the idea of get a guy with a job and a car. big plus if he lives near by. and i've found one. and he also fits into a lot of the other little sub categories that i have come after those first three.
have i mentioned he's incredibly sexy and hot and cute and nerdy and adorable?
its great.
i have better pix of him on my phone. but i dont have internets on my fone right now so i cant upload pix right now. GRRR.
but yeah. i have a wonderful new boyfriend. and its great.
oh!
justin and i are no longer together. but we are still very close friends. in the end it was the distance that was our downfall. but we had a good run there. we are both still very supportive in each others decisions and lives. and thats good.
we are both also happy that we've found other people that can make us happy.
some of you have had the pleasure of meeting my new boyfriend at the SG ATL Holiday Party. which. btw. was a FUCKING BLAST. and i had an AMAZING time. some parts of it could have just not happened at all. but its whatever. btw. i'm sorry for almost killing you DrPepper23. i was drunk. and you know this. lol. and i really didnt think i was leaning on those amps all that hard. oops.
i'm also very happy to have gotten closer with my SG ATL girls. Lisa, Alex, and the notorious Cat.

and a huge thank you to MisterEnrolled for helping me to Tims car after i sprained my ankle leaving the party. you are a true gentleman. thank you.
anyway. yes. you guys met my rather quiet new boyfriend Tim. i know he doesnt speak much. but when he does he has rather interesting things to say.
he always knows exactly what to say to me. and as of the past few days. even tho we are separated by over 500 miles, we still finish each others thoughts and sentences. (he's in Memphis visiting his mom)
as cheesy as it is. today (yesterday, whatever) he reminded me that a week ago we became official boyfriend and girlfriend. and not two minutes earlier, i'd been thinking about that very thing.
its so cute. how he acts around me, and how easily he gets embarrassed when i catch him doing something silly that he didnt want me to see. i love how shy and quiet he is some times. it makes him mysterious. and i like that some times.
but yeah. he's deff opened up to me. and we've both confessed to having fallen head over heels for each other. havent said those three little words yet. but i think that is something that should wait for a bit. its only been a week. and i know right now that yes. i care for him with all my heart and that he is in my heart and soul and all of that. but i still dont think its love quite yet. maybe it is and i'm just scared to fully give my heart away. idk. i'm still holding back a bit. i know that this is real. and that we are both in this for the long haul. (well. not super long haul, but yeah you know) i'm just still wanting to make sure this is all real. before i tell him those three words.
one HUGE upgrade about him. and its three parts really. is that he has a job (publix deli), he has a car (silver kia rio), and he lives like 15 minutes away!!!!! its so awesome. because he does a lot of the driving. and he pays for dinner and movies. and we are always at his house or mine. and its not a long drive home from each others houses. its fantastic. i've always tried to keep the idea of get a guy with a job and a car. big plus if he lives near by. and i've found one. and he also fits into a lot of the other little sub categories that i have come after those first three.
have i mentioned he's incredibly sexy and hot and cute and nerdy and adorable?

its great.
i have better pix of him on my phone. but i dont have internets on my fone right now so i cant upload pix right now. GRRR.
but yeah. i have a wonderful new boyfriend. and its great.
oh!
anyway. its late.
also. yay for renewing my subscription to SG today. here is to another year!!!
2) Tim was awesome, and the fact that he smoked my hookah did me a great honor. Kudos.
3) I'm going to try saying "Crazy Laid" as often as possible.
4) I guess I got crazy laid on the way back home, Sunday night!