spiderkittin

so. i like. totally dont know what to do right now. sorta.

i feel like i could have done more. but i guess not.

justin and i are on a break.

he's been incredibly depressed and not feeling like himself for a while. before he even met me. and he's done pretending.

so now i play the waiting game. for him to get better. and come back to me. which, i have reassurance from all of my friends, and him, that it will happen some day.

i'm just going to miss him deeply.

i was like. not far away from telling him i loved him too.

i guess it will have to wait.

i just hope gas doesnt go back up. and keeps going down. cause i was liking the idea of only paying $20 in gas to go see him.


but today i'm going to be baking. lots and lots of baking.

3 different kinds of cookies. and at least six pumpkin pies. nummmmmy.


happy holidays to you all.

i miss you terribly.


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the effing GIF's wont fucking work. sooo. just one funny pic....