spiderkittin

i'm not so mad anymore.

i kinda wanna kill a few guys still. and i wish my friend jeff didnt like me. because honestly i just like him as a friend. and it pisses me off. and my stupid ass has to wake up early tomorrow for a date with him... >.<

i did have an amazing day yesterday. i'm not gonna gush about it. but it was rather amazing. lizzy got some sugar. and it was really good sugar.




i have to work today. its with nancy. our new SM, but she's cool. and i'm really mellow today. so hopefully she wont want to kill me.

i really need a second job. i'm so done with not having one. like really. i'm sick of my parents yelling at me about how much of a failure i am. its like. gee, thanks....


blah. idk.

i'm just gonna try and be happy. and enjoy my time right now.

lets hope this Halloween store i'm looking at getting a job at wants me. that will buy me some more time to find a more stable long term job.

blahhh. i need to get hired NOW.



btw. thank you to my boys who commented on my last blog. i love you guys.