spiderkittin

this has been a long time coming.

but...


FUCK GUYS AND THEIR GOD DAMN BULLSHIT.

i'm sooooo sick of meeting a guy, being swept off my feet, then to be ignored for several days, while things were left on good terms. only for them to come up with some bullshit reason to not want to date me.

lately the favorite is my age.

like. really. is age that big of a deal.

and what is funny. is that its coming from younger guys! 21 and 22 year olds.

can you fucking believe it?

we would have been in high school at the same time. its just like dating a freshman or sophomore. not that unheard of.

what the flying fuck?

i'm soooo entirely sick of sexual relationships. and i'm looking for something serious. and i HATE guys my age. they are fucking immature as shit. but it seems everyone is proving themselves immature lately.

i really just cant fucking take this.

i spent almost an hour in the shower. just sittting on the floor.

and i NEVER do that. i hate showers when i'm depressed. everyone is like. oh. take a hot shower. take a bath. blah blah blah. i HATE that shit.

but tonight i did it.



and on top of it all. i'm sick.


fuck i love how NOTHING likes to go right.



p.s. i got fired from kroger....