spiderkittin

my only hope. is after this weekend. everything can just get better.

i finally have most of my medication i've needed. going through the two toughest weeks this year without any medication, while having to fast at the same time. is no bueno.

i'm currently pissed off at the fact that every few months. i do a load of laundry, and some how, something gets in it, that completely takes the brightness out of anything in the wash.

last year i gave my friend some money to get me one of those air brushed shirts. and it had my name on the front, and the words tank girl on the back.

the shirt was pure white.

its now grey.

and there is a giant yellow stain just next to the neck band on the back of the shoulder.

my fave pair of rainbow underwear, was also in that wash. they are very muted in color, and grey.

i'm pissed as hell.

the same thing happened a few months ago with my andy warhol shirt. not even bleach could bring out the grey or anything. it sucked.

now its happened again. and i'm mad.




prom was ok. we got there late. and trey got sick during it.

bleh.



dan sent me a msg the other day on myspace. saying he'd gone to the mall this past monday and asked why i wasnt there.

why the fuck would you be looking for me you prick. even more after the weekend of the event you managed to completely fuck up?

i hate people.


nate never got back to me.

i'm holding him to the chance that he got really busy.

but when he gets back he's getting an ear full.



life just needs to go right.

seriously.

everyones life around me is moving forward.

mine just keeps going backwards.