i think i fucked shit up with kyle and it really upsets me. but i'm gonna give it a few a few more days. it just relly sucks. and i hate it that i might have already fucked things up.
i just fuckin wish something would fuckin work out for once. i'm sick of this shit.
HOPEFULLY. if shit with him doesnt work out. me and nathan are back to talking again and so i know he'll be there to keeep me company. i did get to see him today. he drove by my house. and that was nice. he is hopefully gonna call later today and i'll be able to be happy and stuff. and maybe we can hang out or something. i dunno. i just need to get my mind off of all this bullshit.
god damn . i'm happy. then i'm depressed. and blah. plus people who say they wanna help me out. they are all. oh. your sad. lemme cheer you up. just fuckin turn it into something about them and then i get even more depressed because i have to help them out and its fucking lame as hell. and god damn.
what ever. fuck guys. lol.
like i always say. please. someone cheer me up.
i just fuckin wish something would fuckin work out for once. i'm sick of this shit.
HOPEFULLY. if shit with him doesnt work out. me and nathan are back to talking again and so i know he'll be there to keeep me company. i did get to see him today. he drove by my house. and that was nice. he is hopefully gonna call later today and i'll be able to be happy and stuff. and maybe we can hang out or something. i dunno. i just need to get my mind off of all this bullshit.
god damn . i'm happy. then i'm depressed. and blah. plus people who say they wanna help me out. they are all. oh. your sad. lemme cheer you up. just fuckin turn it into something about them and then i get even more depressed because i have to help them out and its fucking lame as hell. and god damn.
what ever. fuck guys. lol.
like i always say. please. someone cheer me up.