spiderkittin

so.

school is well. i'm passing all of my classes. which is very good.

work, has been iffy.

but, now i'm getting more hours. infact, i work over 20 hours next week.

but i have a feeling its because of a call i got today from Cheri.

she went into work today, and was promptly fired.

i havent found out all the reasons why yet,...
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it feels like life has been put on pause.

and all i want to do is press the fast forward button.

i hate this.

i'm in debt to my parents.

i have no money.

i almost got fired from work, and am now working very few hours and thats not helping me pay off my debt to my parents.

i'm trying to figure out things...
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BLEH.

this week sucks.

i'm sick as a fucking DOG. omg. i hate it.

and monday. i went swimming. and i forgot i had my phone in my pocket. and so now my phone doesnt work. and stupid me i didnt save any of my numbers to my sim card. so i cant call anyone. cause i dont have anyones numbers.

i hate everything right...
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its been a week since i've posted.

woops.

i've started a lot of blogs, but never finished them.

i dont really even know what to say in this one.

i dont even know if anyone reads this.

i asked if anyone liked the kitties and comics. no one replied.

i posted about how sad i was about kyle and how he broke my heart. no...
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welp.

its happened again.

i hate the male universe right now.

kyle is a fuckin lyin dog who cant fuckin tell me shit to my face.

he's sitting there lying to my fuckin face.

after i fuckin told him. right after we met

that i hate guys who use me, who lead me on, who lie to me. and everything. and he sat there and...
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so. this post is dedicated to Mr. Slave. (aka big dick bastard) josh. today is his birthday (or atleast, the next 5 minutes left of the day is.) and i miss and love him mucho grande.

i just found out he has a girlfriend. and he seems happy with her. so that is good.

yes. i had a pang of jealousy. but i'll be ok....
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kyle is gone to LA to deal with the whole, sister thing. and i miss him like SHIT! i keep sending him cute little txt msgs. cause i miss him so much.

work has been fun. i bought some shoes yesterday. they are little black mary jane heels. and i LOVE them. i hate heels, but these. i just. i couldnt pass them up. i...
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YAY!

a happy post! finally

i FINALLY got to see kyle yesterday. we went swimming at his apartment. it was really nice. except this guy and his grandson (both of whom didnt speak a lick of english) took forever to leave the pool. so we couldnt have like. any fun. but even after we left. kyle i think was all worried about being seen and...
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why must everything be so god damn clusterfucked?

seriously.

the ONLY good thing is that i've heard from tim again. infact we are talking right now.

i'm happy wappy about that.

but god damn it.

i have no idea when i'm gonna be able to see kyle. we didnt get to hang out today cause he had to work. and his next day off is...
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i hate seeing kyle so depressed. because then it makes me depressed. bleh. i get to see him tomorrow. so. atleast i know i'll get to comfort him soon. hold him in my arms and tell him everything is going to be ok. gah. i really like this boy.

anyway. i'm so freakin tired. i feel like i'm shaking. but. i'm not. gah.

plus. i'm...
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yeah. completely ignore the fuck outta that last post.

kyle and me are doing great. and everything is fine and dandy. and yeah. i get to see him tuesday hopefully. so that will be awesome.

i'm happy.


work was really great. i was tired as fuck because i only got like 4 hours of sleep last night. but yeah. i made like. $20-$25 in comission...
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