spiderkittin

ok. i totally lied. but i will get around to a post about warped.

i have some other shit on my mind right now.

first off. i fucking hate guys. i hate them. i hate them. I HATE THEM.


every time i start to trust something again that has a penis and two balls between its legs, it screws me over, and i'm left hurt....
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OMG! it wont stop. i'm STILL SICK!

last night, right before i went to bed. my voice started to give. i wake up this morning. i sound like a man thats been smoking for 80 years.

plus. i had to go to work sounding like this. so people kept giving me weird looks and stuff. cause my nice pretty welcoming voice sounds like i'm a...
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my sickness rages on, more and more every day.

so bad. that thursday i had to call in for work, but thank god, becca covered my shift for me. cause other wise. i would have had to close thursday, and open friday. that would have equaled DEAD lizzy.

then last night was yet another religious function. Me and Elana were given kid duty again. but...
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alright. unless work is really nice and easy on me today. today is going to be another fun filled adventure in Suckville.

whatever my sickness is. it keeps getting worse.

every day i wake up with more snot in my nose. more rawness in my throat. and dizziness.

i hoped it would have been gone by today. but noooo.

its not.

and i doubt i'll...
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today.

sucked fucking big fat hairy monkey balls.

work dragged on and on. and i didnt get to talk to becca as much as i wanted to.

and my feet hurt so bad.

and i had to go camando at work. and i've never gone camando, ever, and i didnt really like doing it at work. but i had to.

then when i got home...
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wow. ok. so me and tripp are cool. which is awesome.

he didnt call me back tonight like he said.

which isnt cool.

ok. i'm sick of people who never get in contact back with me like they say they will. its stupid and immature in my book. if you say you are gonna do something. fucking do it. dont lie to me.

blah.


in...
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life is starting to look up.

i had a long chat with nathan today.

very refreshing. and very interesting.

we should be hanging out soon. which will be very very awesome. because i need to hang out with friends. and he's one of the ones that i'd really like to hang out with right now.

so. that is awesome!

life feels frozen right now.

its moving. i know it is. but to where?

i fear next year. i fear what it brings.

the battles i'll face.

the friends i'll lose.

the friends i'll gain.

where am i going?

i never get to speak to the 4 people who make me happy.

thats not true.

i talk to beth almost every day.

but tim, and...
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today = worst day ever

why?

my mom pretty much tried to kill me. or atleast she got really fucking violent today. more than she ever has in my entire life time.

i'm so sick of her shit.

i need out.