spiderkittin

i think i fucked shit up with kyle and it really upsets me. but i'm gonna give it a few a few more days. it just relly sucks. and i hate it that i might have already fucked things up.

i just fuckin wish something would fuckin work out for once. i'm sick of this shit.

HOPEFULLY. if shit with him doesnt work out. me...
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so. today at the mall was kinda cool.

i got a new watch. its a digital watch with a calculator. and its HELLO KITTY! making it even more fuckin awesome.

i've needed one since i started working at torrid because. i'm always either looking at the clock, or punching numbers into the calculator to figure out how much something would be with my discount. so...
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ok. so. life has been boring.

no word from kyle. but that is because his phone has been disconnected. but i can understand that completely. i know i'll hear from him again.

i talked to beth last night for a few hours. that was really great. i love her so much. she's an amazing best friend.

i still havent heard from nathan. but it seems...
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TODAY! = BEST FUCKIN DAY IN YEARS!

to sum up today


i ran into my friend jessica whos come into my work a few times. and she works at hot topic at another mall. i hung out with her and her friend steven for half the day. saw MSI. OMG! I FUCKING LOVE THEM NOW! the singer is hilarious.

zombies are awesome. even more when...
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so. this is kinda an emo post.

but i have to get it out somewhere.

i'm so fucking depressed right now. i'm just. drained. and i have no way out of it. i just have to wait. i can think of a million things i could do to make myself feel better. but its not happening.

and i just keep feeling more and more like...
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ok. nutz

i'm upset now.

i just found out mr. slave ( my big dicked good friend who is infact, my slave) is homeless. so now i cant even call him on his birthday and make him happy.

bleh. that sucks balls. if i could i'd let him sleep in my closet. where he would be safe, well fed. and just well taken care of....
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so. not much really lately.

sunday. i spent $320 on clothes. but mind you. i saved like. $315. so. yeah. lol. but now i have a bunch of new clothes. and i'm happy. cause i love shopping.

then after that was a pool party. which was pretty fun. but the guy whos pool it was. had switched to a salt solution. and so it dried...
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so. yesterday was beths birthday (beth = best friend EVER) she turned 19. and it was a bloody amazing birthday for her. because it just was. she almost forgot about it tho. ha. i reminded her 4 days ago. "its three days till your birthday" and she's like "oh, snap, your right" lol.

so right now i'm packing up her birthday gift. yes, i know...
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