it's cold as hell outside. anyways, plans fell to shit today. i was supposed to hang out with my friend sara, but everyone's fucking sick this week, i myself am still sick, too.
why do i want to smoke more when it's cold?
anyways, i was at a local coffeeshop (the grind, on lincoln near wilson), till close today, reading a new book, "The Dark History of the Church". i grew up in a christian household (non-denominational/protestant), and probably since i moved to chicago back in '99, it's been a constant series of deprogramming. i get pretty pissed about the whole evil history of the church. i'd imagine it makes baby jesus cry. anyways, it seems anymore i sound more like buddist than the christian i was. spirituality is a strange thing, and definitely not something that needs to be regulated.
maybe i'm getting a bit too deep for a website with boobs. maybe it's too damn late to be this philosophical, or maybe i need another cigarette.
why do i want to smoke more when it's cold?
anyways, i was at a local coffeeshop (the grind, on lincoln near wilson), till close today, reading a new book, "The Dark History of the Church". i grew up in a christian household (non-denominational/protestant), and probably since i moved to chicago back in '99, it's been a constant series of deprogramming. i get pretty pissed about the whole evil history of the church. i'd imagine it makes baby jesus cry. anyways, it seems anymore i sound more like buddist than the christian i was. spirituality is a strange thing, and definitely not something that needs to be regulated.
maybe i'm getting a bit too deep for a website with boobs. maybe it's too damn late to be this philosophical, or maybe i need another cigarette.
charlize:
I always forget this site has boobs when I read journals. Be as philosophical as you'd like! The book your reading sounds so interesting. Do you like Chicago? 
spidergrant:
yeah. i like it. not at this moment, since it's so damn cold, but i do like it.