Hey guys... I keep telling myself I'll pay more attention to SG... but Im just fucking lazy.. Oh well.
Thanks all for birthday wishes... Has been a crazy month.
I really starting to enjoy my own company more and more.. The group in which I have spent the past 4 years confiding in are finally showing me who they really are. It's pretty funny actually. Here I was looking up to these people.. my friends.. and now Ive taken a step back I can see most of them are just not being real... the fakeness is inpossable to miss from this distance.
Feeling lucky in a way that all this has happened now.. So I didnt spend the next however long contibuting to a lie.
So all is well.. Im hanging out with a whole new bunch of people... More my style now anyways.. I was getting bored with drinking myself stupid at the same old metal clubs every weekend. Dont get me wrong.. I've had alot of fun doing that stuff... but not every fucking weekend. Same people - Same places - Same music.
Moving on...
This friday that just passed was the first step in the right direction I think... Im feeling proud of myself.
Now I just have to go and buy myself a new wardrobe... Haha!
Thanks all for birthday wishes... Has been a crazy month.
I really starting to enjoy my own company more and more.. The group in which I have spent the past 4 years confiding in are finally showing me who they really are. It's pretty funny actually. Here I was looking up to these people.. my friends.. and now Ive taken a step back I can see most of them are just not being real... the fakeness is inpossable to miss from this distance.
Feeling lucky in a way that all this has happened now.. So I didnt spend the next however long contibuting to a lie.
So all is well.. Im hanging out with a whole new bunch of people... More my style now anyways.. I was getting bored with drinking myself stupid at the same old metal clubs every weekend. Dont get me wrong.. I've had alot of fun doing that stuff... but not every fucking weekend. Same people - Same places - Same music.
Moving on...
This friday that just passed was the first step in the right direction I think... Im feeling proud of myself.
Now I just have to go and buy myself a new wardrobe... Haha!
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j_diddy:
heh, I have been out on the high seas for the last 3 months or so pretendin to be a pirate. Made some $$$ and I'm headin overseas for a couple months. Can't wait! Glad shits is workin out for ya!
miss_cellophane:
I agree, its hard to find people who enjoy other things apart from drinking themselves silly. Its too damn expencive too! 