steady as she goes... i think that statement pretty much sums up things going on at the moment..
shall i explain?
"for YES press 1 (one) now!"
"for NO take a run around the block screaming in a burning ball of fire..
"
i'll do this in point form i think.
-last week was pretty fucking boring with work.. im very quickly running out of things to do.. i hate asking people for stuff to do incase its a fucking shitty job, but i hate not working while im at work (isnt that the whole point of it anyway?) and at the end of my week i feel a sence of accomplishment.
-theres this guy at work... we were really good mates.. and i guess we still kinda are.. but things have gotten wierd. him and his girlfriend (or ex girlfriend now) were going through a bit of a rough patch, and me and a few other people have been helping him thought it, words of support and shit. and somewhere along the way he's gotten the wrong impression of me i think.. he's taken my acts of kindness, and acts of friendship and something more. when we had our work thing on friday night everyone was fucking plastered... i was having a brillient night, everyone i wanted to be there was there! FUCKING FUCKING GREAT.. i cant stress what a brillient night it was. but as the night came to a close and i wanted to pass out.. (i was planning on staying @ this guys house, just for convience) and once we got home he tried to fucking jump me!! totally unexceptable!!! freaked me out!! so i pretty much jumped up, and got another mate to come and get me. and passed out in my own bed.
this happens all to often.. not the catching the cab part.. but guys mistaking my friendship for me wanting to fuck them.. its just really upsetting me at the moment.
-me and this other guy im kinda seeing and going though other drama's... but we'll leave that for another day...
im just really sick of everything... *pouts*
shall i explain?
"for YES press 1 (one) now!"
"for NO take a run around the block screaming in a burning ball of fire..
i'll do this in point form i think.
-last week was pretty fucking boring with work.. im very quickly running out of things to do.. i hate asking people for stuff to do incase its a fucking shitty job, but i hate not working while im at work (isnt that the whole point of it anyway?) and at the end of my week i feel a sence of accomplishment.
-theres this guy at work... we were really good mates.. and i guess we still kinda are.. but things have gotten wierd. him and his girlfriend (or ex girlfriend now) were going through a bit of a rough patch, and me and a few other people have been helping him thought it, words of support and shit. and somewhere along the way he's gotten the wrong impression of me i think.. he's taken my acts of kindness, and acts of friendship and something more. when we had our work thing on friday night everyone was fucking plastered... i was having a brillient night, everyone i wanted to be there was there! FUCKING FUCKING GREAT.. i cant stress what a brillient night it was. but as the night came to a close and i wanted to pass out.. (i was planning on staying @ this guys house, just for convience) and once we got home he tried to fucking jump me!! totally unexceptable!!! freaked me out!! so i pretty much jumped up, and got another mate to come and get me. and passed out in my own bed.
this happens all to often.. not the catching the cab part.. but guys mistaking my friendship for me wanting to fuck them.. its just really upsetting me at the moment.
-me and this other guy im kinda seeing and going though other drama's... but we'll leave that for another day...
im just really sick of everything... *pouts*
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Thank you... I dont think I will edit, as Ive been meaning too. SOme people actually do like it in my head.
xoxoxo!!