I'm sad.
First I have this flu or allergy or something that won't stop and is driving me nuts. Second, I've suffered from dyshidrotic eczema a good part of my life. It's the kind of thing that you have to live with, but it hasn't got any better in more than a month. It feels as if I had rubbed my fingertips on a grater.
Another reason for my sadness is washer-related. I was hanging my laundry yesterday and found out one of my shirts suddenly had this big rip. It was one of those thermal stocking-like undershirts, so it was no biggie. I kept on hanging the clothes and found out my jeans were ruined. It was an old pair, but still... I don't have much clothes that fit me, and I was not planning on buying more... and now these jeans are so ruined I can't even make a pair of hot pants. Fuck.
If that wasn't depressing enough I had a bad dream tonight. I dreamt someone broke into my home and stole some stuff, my computer included. And this morning I got a PM from babyfunk saying this had happened to him (some months ago, but still!).
I don't have much time to browse sets on SG, but today I saw a few hopeful sets (from other SGs mainly) that rocked my socks. These sets were so awesome! They had such good quality, and yet they were so old-school-SG. I don't know what the staff want SG to become, but I really like what it used to be, around the time I joined.
I want to shoot a new se; but first I have to look the part. But with so little chances of having a set accepted I feel really discouraged and I don't like the actual system.
First I have this flu or allergy or something that won't stop and is driving me nuts. Second, I've suffered from dyshidrotic eczema a good part of my life. It's the kind of thing that you have to live with, but it hasn't got any better in more than a month. It feels as if I had rubbed my fingertips on a grater.
Another reason for my sadness is washer-related. I was hanging my laundry yesterday and found out one of my shirts suddenly had this big rip. It was one of those thermal stocking-like undershirts, so it was no biggie. I kept on hanging the clothes and found out my jeans were ruined. It was an old pair, but still... I don't have much clothes that fit me, and I was not planning on buying more... and now these jeans are so ruined I can't even make a pair of hot pants. Fuck.
If that wasn't depressing enough I had a bad dream tonight. I dreamt someone broke into my home and stole some stuff, my computer included. And this morning I got a PM from babyfunk saying this had happened to him (some months ago, but still!).
I don't have much time to browse sets on SG, but today I saw a few hopeful sets (from other SGs mainly) that rocked my socks. These sets were so awesome! They had such good quality, and yet they were so old-school-SG. I don't know what the staff want SG to become, but I really like what it used to be, around the time I joined.
I want to shoot a new se; but first I have to look the part. But with so little chances of having a set accepted I feel really discouraged and I don't like the actual system.
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I hope your eczema is getting better. I get it around the T-zone on my face, when it gets really bad I use a medicated cream called Mazon which is specifically for eczema. Unfortunately, I think it can only be bought in Canada. I'd be happy to send you some if you like. Otherwise, something that I use that also works really well, that is available anywhere, is Udder Cream.
I know what you mean about the Hopefuls sets... I don't understand what it is the SG editors are looking for sometimes. Seems things are becoming more and more like generic T&A.