Today I feel so MEH. Gotta finish my animation for Friday. I've been working on it since forever and I can't seem to go any further. I just keep retouching what I've already done. And it sucks. I'm so blocked...
Kami had her surgery almost a week ago and I haven't visited her. I know she's in pain, and I'm sure I can give her some tips on post-operatory madness... I feel so guilty for not seeing her... At least I know I can bring some drugs to make her feel better. But I have to visit her for that!
Lack of sleep makes me MEH. After chatting till 2:30 AM with digitaltides, I'd suppose I could sleep as long as I wanted... but (because there's always a 'but') there's some construction work in my parents' building (where I'm staying till I finish my work) and the noise wakes me up whenever I try to sleep.
...And the rain doesn't help either. I'm grateful it's not sweaty-hot as yesterday, but the humidity hurts. Which makes me more MEH. And I don't seem to be able to sleep whenever I try to take a nap either...
In the wise words of my Mum: "Your just depressed, dear". I just know when I start losing weight (from simply not being hungry), can't seem to sleep anymore, and walk around the house like a zombie.
I don't care if I pass Typography II anymore (and I don't think I will, anyway). I just want to feel like myself again!
Kami had her surgery almost a week ago and I haven't visited her. I know she's in pain, and I'm sure I can give her some tips on post-operatory madness... I feel so guilty for not seeing her... At least I know I can bring some drugs to make her feel better. But I have to visit her for that!
Lack of sleep makes me MEH. After chatting till 2:30 AM with digitaltides, I'd suppose I could sleep as long as I wanted... but (because there's always a 'but') there's some construction work in my parents' building (where I'm staying till I finish my work) and the noise wakes me up whenever I try to sleep.
...And the rain doesn't help either. I'm grateful it's not sweaty-hot as yesterday, but the humidity hurts. Which makes me more MEH. And I don't seem to be able to sleep whenever I try to take a nap either...
In the wise words of my Mum: "Your just depressed, dear". I just know when I start losing weight (from simply not being hungry), can't seem to sleep anymore, and walk around the house like a zombie.
I don't care if I pass Typography II anymore (and I don't think I will, anyway). I just want to feel like myself again!
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that one...
well
its kind of really personal. kind of like all my inner most feelings are on that canvas.
i would say its one of the most personal ones i have done in a few years...
I have to finish a work and I just can't start. I'm blocked.
Mercury retrograde is gone... so I can start today I guess.
Let's see.