spectres

I think I need to take anger mangement classes, I have this rage that seems to boil over some times. But you know waht it's silly because I deal with stupid rich people every single day. I don't care if your wealthy, or stupid but with this combanation, it takes on a whole different meaning, and it's my hell.

I smell these stupid wealthy people...
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frustrating !!!!!!!!!!


I love being a women, I cna't stand most women, I love thinking like a man, but hate the mind games they play, I enjoy sex like any other person but because of my gender I could be thought of a whore,

People are stuupid for the barbie types, I use to throw darts at my barbies

this is just my little frustration...
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my goals for the summer

1.ride a bike motercycle
2.go rock climbing
3. get more tattoo's
4.make 2 lifelong friends
5cut back on my smoking
6.eat healthier
7.learn how to drive stick

it was so beautiful out yesterday, my mood got better and I ended the day with a big huge smile on my face. A new friend took me canoeing my arms are screaming but I had alot of fun!!!

I'm taking this new friend slow, why because I'm getting to old ... to old to be just diving into things, I'm a little worn around...
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yesterday I awoke feeling like shit, not sick just not wanting to go to work, of course the feeling lasted all day, maybe it's the heat or dealing with stupid people,

I got harressed by a stupid person last night in front of my favoriet bar, I hate how humans have to disrespect each other, why can't people just be nice.....

The problem with me...
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So this weakend was me catching up on some friend time, missing my little girl, who is in arizona with her father, visting family out there, I got pulled over for speeding, doing 53 in a 35 zone the cop was nice and I enjoyed being a female at that moment as I laughed and giggled at him reducing my ticket to 106 instead of...
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well it's closing into the 6 month peririod, and he's still in my mind and heart , why !! after all these years that I finaly fell in love, did it have to be taken away from me so harshly,

when him and I first met he told me if we walked away on bad terms he would still think I was amazing, I took...
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Hi everone ,
I just wanted to say that I"m new to all this though I'm on myspace but SC seems it could be a little better, I 'm just a girl that loves getting her pic taken not bc I'm vein bc I'm not I hate wearing makeup, just bc I find it fun,

I pride myself in being different, and in the long...
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So this saturday I got my first tattoo, I just awoke and made the choice to get a tattoo.... People think it's strange being 28 and getting my first one ... but me I don't think so lol.... I was more into piercing's but then well... soicety made me take them out..........