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in boston. lost.

last night was goooood. went out with kristen, lindsay, navid and elliott to ilyas house for a party. that was decent. everyone was stoned. then went to the pink poodle strip club. good stuff. not worth the money, but it was a good time. it is fun walkin by cops when your friends are trippin. i guess for $20 you jack off on to the...
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i`m 19, bitches!

Went to the races with Trinity today to see her father race. Bay Meadows is awesome. just so chill and relaxed. Russell didn`t win a single race. it hurt seeing Trinity react to the audiences reactions to her father. all odds were on him and he lost. lots and lots of people lost money off of him. it was actually kind of scary, seeing how...
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choking on a conflict...

buster died today. i miss him. i realllllllly fucking miss him.

i am so goddam in love it hurts and i so cannot afford to be in this situation right now. it wasn`t supposed to happen like this. i wasn`t supposed to let her get to me. man i don`t even wanna touch her at all i just want to hold her. i leave for boston in a week and a half. another year there should...
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FUCK the blank club and its 21 plus shit. FUCK. i had been waiting months for the SGB and i fucking missed it because the blank club SUCKS ASS.

just got back from Josh Todd at the Pound in San Francisco. got to hang out and talk with him for about 20-30 minutes before the show. good guy. i didn`t know it but i guess he is clean now. that`s good to hear. also, turns out Jimmy from the Edge now runs the Pound. Got his card and talked to him for a bit....
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got my SG beltbuckle. it kicks ass. can`t wait to sport it.

looks like as of tomorrow, i will own the page signature les paul reissue. i need to stop buying guitars. in fact, i need to stop spending money in general. speaking of which, i`m going land rover shopping tomorrow. fuck. yes.

i need to get back to school. sick of summer. sick of...
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