speare

Lord knows I do not deserve anything that has been given to me throughout my lifetime. I have seen things and been a part of things I could never have imagined possible, but I do not see why, I, of all people, get to be a part of these said things. Take last night for example. I got to see the Pixies at the Avalon for free. Why me? I do not mean to complain, but as I said, I did nothing to deserve that honor. I do nothing with my life. I do not go out of my way to be nice, I do not do my work at school, I do not give back to society, I run stop signs, I have had all sorts of careless, heartless sex, I drink like a fish etc etc etc. Thank you, whatever power it may be that has given all of this to me, but why?? It humbles me to no end.