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speare

Santa Cruz, California

Member Since 2004

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Sunday Sep 12, 2004

Sep 12, 2004
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i miss my city by the bay. i want to be home again so bad. i know nobody is around back home but i don`t even care. omg i can`t even tell you. it is starting to hurt so bad.

there is something discomforting about being in boston. i feel so empty here. i have no history here. i have friends but few of them substantial enough to warrant my staying here. of course there are the few that i love to death, but i`m sorry, they will never have anything on home. all i can do at night is lie awake in bed thinking bout home.

that and i miss all the petty bullshit back home. i miss safeway with marc, the comfort of trinitys voice, working at starving, the drive in, visiting pinewood (which is more home even than home), driving around the hills, running into navid everywhere, kickin it at maggies til 4 am, going to the tracks, etc etc etc etc. FUCK.
lillithvain:
Thank you for the nice comment you left on my set. I really appreciate it!

kiss
Sep 22, 2004
paz:
hey! yeah, expect a set hopefully in the next month or two... maybe three. i am stoked for my set to go up as well. smile if you check my pics i have a semi-set that i did just for fun if you didnt check that out yet.
Sep 22, 2004

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