Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

speare

Santa Cruz, California

Member Since 2004

Followers 10 Following 35

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Sunday Sep 12, 2004

Sep 12, 2004
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
i miss my city by the bay. i want to be home again so bad. i know nobody is around back home but i don`t even care. omg i can`t even tell you. it is starting to hurt so bad.

there is something discomforting about being in boston. i feel so empty here. i have no history here. i have friends but few of them substantial enough to warrant my staying here. of course there are the few that i love to death, but i`m sorry, they will never have anything on home. all i can do at night is lie awake in bed thinking bout home.

that and i miss all the petty bullshit back home. i miss safeway with marc, the comfort of trinitys voice, working at starving, the drive in, visiting pinewood (which is more home even than home), driving around the hills, running into navid everywhere, kickin it at maggies til 4 am, going to the tracks, etc etc etc etc. FUCK.
lillithvain:
Thank you for the nice comment you left on my set. I really appreciate it!

kiss
Sep 22, 2004
paz:
hey! yeah, expect a set hopefully in the next month or two... maybe three. i am stoked for my set to go up as well. smile if you check my pics i have a semi-set that i did just for fun if you didnt check that out yet.
Sep 22, 2004

More Blogs

  • 10.01.05
    1

    Saturday Oct 01, 2005

    Read More
  • 09.27.05
    1

    Wednesday Sep 28, 2005

    I`ve come to the conclusion that the bay area, ca is the only place f…
  • 09.22.05
    4

    Thursday Sep 22, 2005

    i`m moving back to california permanently in december. i can`t take t…
  • 09.18.05
    1

    Monday Sep 19, 2005

    Leftover Burger King for breakfast. That`s pathetic.
  • 09.16.05
    0

    Friday Sep 16, 2005

    Why is it that everybody except for myself knows that I am on accadem…
  • 09.11.05
    2

    Sunday Sep 11, 2005

    ahhhhh i want her!!!!
  • 09.06.05
    0

    Tuesday Sep 06, 2005

    "i`m never alone but i`m alone all the time" that line has never …
  • 08.29.05
    2

    Monday Aug 29, 2005

    way too humid.
  • 08.21.05
    0

    Sunday Aug 21, 2005

    Back to Boston in 3 days. I can`t wait. I love this coast and it`s pe…
  • 08.15.05
    3

    Monday Aug 15, 2005

    Last night, I left my house at 10:03 PM. I went to my local gas stati…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
8
months
9
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,589 SuicideGirls
  • 1,126,177 followers
  • 14,903,097 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,346,411 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo