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Santa Cruz, California

Member Since 2004

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Sunday May 23, 2004

May 23, 2004
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i started at the Starving Musician down in Santa Clara last week. i could not have asked for a better job. i`m working with awesome people doing something i love. pay is shit but considering all i would be doing otherwise is sitting on my ass at home, fuck it. then again i spent so much money last month i am now a couple grand in debt, so it`s not like i am going to be seeing the money either way. whatever. hopefully this week i get to start work in the drum shop.

los altos is getting boring. i love my friends to death but that doesn`t save me from the fact that there isn`t shit to do in this town. everything that i can think of to do i have done. need something new. that, and having just spent a year in boston, los altos is now twice as boring. boston was 24/7 action, los altos has jack shit. fuck i miss you, boston.

so my three favorite feelings in the world:
1) knowing that no matter what, with the friends i`ve got, i`ll never be alone.

2) that feeling you have when you step off a plane from a long trip and you know you are home. you know you are where you belong. as much as i may bitch about los altos it feels so good to be home; it is where i belong. i was ready to cry the second i stepped off that plane one month ago today. i`m still feeling it.

3) remember back in the day when you were a kid, and you set the clocks back, so you had the extra hour to play every day? i miss that. you had not a care in the world, and with that you knew the school year was comming to an end and that it was time for another summer to roll around.

i have no clue where the fuck that came from. anyways.

lars frederickson and the bastards show comming up soon. anyone wanna go with me?? none of my friends are really into him, kinda sucks, and i don`t want to just drag them along if they arn`t diggin it.

-nathaniel
aim: oldscratchggf

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