speakvolumes

I'm tired of love. I'm tired of giving to someone that just takes from me. I'm tired of bullshit smiles. tired of lies. I want to leave this place. To think that I stayed here to make sure that she was alright, all along she planned on leaving me behind. I am now part of the past. I gave her everything and now she's left me here with nothing. It hurts to see her. I wish I could make her feel the love we had, but it's gone. She doesn't want it. She's decided that I'm only good to be her friend, here for when she needs me, here for when the world falls apart and no one else will fix it. She cried and I cried. I can't eat or sleep. I want to move away from here, to think I stayed here for what, nothing! I'm tired of this pain and I feel betrayed.